Sunday, December 12, 2010

Concerned

I'm worried that my tear ducts are broken.
I have not cried since I've been at Ball State, and so that means I haven't cried at least since August. That's 4 months. 
I just think it's only healthy to have a good cry now and then.  [And there have, most certainly, been things worth crying about.]
Looks like tonight will be another one of those nights
when I get up at 4 am to study
to try to make up for the time I wasted tonight
thinking
about silly things
like how I can't seem to cry.

1 comment:

  1. sometimes we have to have be patient in waiting for the season to come back around...and it will, just as surely as the winter comes after the fall. when it's time, they'll come...maybe even with a flood. =)

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